You hate him. But you are actively checking the rankings. You are monitoring his success. You want to see if he “makes top” so you can be angry about it. This is the post-breakup obsession phase. Here’s the psychology:
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Recently, I had started frequenting a local café that served as a hub for freelancers and remote workers. It was there that I stumbled upon an unusual piece of paper on a community board. It was a list, seemingly compiled by the café owner, titled "Top 10 Most Regretful Break-Ups." My heart skipped a beat as I scanned the list and found Hikaru Nagi's name at the very top. You hate him
Nagi’s signature phrase is “Mendokusai” (What a drag). Imagine that being your boyfriend’s response to your birthday. Or to an argument. Or to you crying. “Communicating is such a drag.” That’s Nagi Hikaru. He’s the ex who would rather play League of Legends than talk about why he forgot your anniversary. And yet, the fandom adores him for it. They call it “charm.” You call it emotional neglect. You want to see if he “makes top”